ILLUSION

For just one last time
before i go
for just one last time
would u let me know
why am i the one
the chosen one
just tell me
one last time
before i go

heavy yet certain
the steps i have taken
coz there is no turning back
when u have let it all known


i fade to oblivion
but u are not to bother
maybe i was mistaken
to think of u a guardian angel

you smirk at me
from distance gallore
let me crawl
lie helplessly
at your mercy


you change forms
a charged up satanic diety
is all i see
you switch
the old amigo gushes to me
i lie i cry
embracing you with my last sigh
but u showed ur true blood
piercing the blunt spade
to my core


i gasp
u grin
coz my pain is your pleasure
my tear is your triumph

a reckless retard you are
a spineless moron
what i thought was mine
was a chimera
a non existing reality
but i still ask
why am i the one
the chosen one
just tell me one last time
before i go